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Discussion in 'Journals' started by Hooligan, Jul 7, 2016.

  1. Hooligan

    Hooligan フウリガン Administrator

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    Gothic Cowboy
    The Wild West
    Local Time:
    5:55 AM

    The longer I stand here
    The louder the silence
    I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
    Your voice when the wind blows
    So I talk to the shadows
    Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know

    I can't really keep it in any longer and let it fester. I don't know why I torture myself with this either. It'll upset me for the rest of my life but if I put it out somewhere maybe it'll make me feel at least marginally better. I don't know, but it's worth a try anyway.

    So here's a letter for you.

    I'm sorry I let you down. I should have been there for you like you were always there for me. I'm sorry we grew apart. I'm sorry I stopped answering your calls. I hope you still knew how much you meant to me even if I didn't show it as much as I used to. How much you still mean to me even though you're gone.

    You needed me and I let you down.

    It's not fair. It's too late to tell you now. It's too late for everything.

    If I had known, I would have answered the phone that night. But that's not an excuse. I have no excuse.

    It's so loud inside my head
    With words that I should have said
    And as I drown in my regrets
    I can't take back the words I never said
    I never said
    I can't take back the words I never said
    Never said
    I can't take back the words I never said

    I'm so sorry. You must have thought I had given up on you. You must have felt so alone. I know how that feels and yet I was selfish. If I had a second chance, it would be different. But there aren't any second chances.

    Not where you've gone.

    I'll say again the last thing I said when I saw you, laying there like you were sleeping.

    Thank you for everything.

    So much to tell you,
    and most of all...


    Miss Wood, Salacious and Kitt like this.
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