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My thoughts and feelings and other bs.

Discussion in 'Journals' started by MysticNymph, Aug 29, 2016.

  1. MysticNymph

    MysticNymph Active Member

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    I'll probably delete this at some point but for now I just wanted to write.

    There are days when I feel amazing like I'm the best thing since sliced bread. Then there are the rest of the days when I question my existence. I think about things too much. I over analyze stuff. I feel like I'm totally replaceable. What makes me special?
    I've been blessed by having two amazing men in my life. I know they love me and I love them. Part of me though wonders what they see in me. There are women and girls out there who are prettier, smarter, funnier, sexier than me. So why would they stay?
    Just things think about when I'm sitting alone in my room. I've have lost people in my life. Some people it was for the best others left and I still am not sure why. I am the friend who bends over backwards for you. Listens and gives advice. I'm there when your world crumbles to keep you safe. I've been burned a lot and now pretty much only have my best friend who lives 2000 miles away and only get to talk to her a few times a month. Who needs friends, I have my family and my boyfriend, but I miss having a group of friends I can be there for and who would be there for me. Every time I think I've met someone who I can call a friend I get let down. I'm the person that is easily replaceable.
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